if im not there, so im always affraid
I am 21 years old now and his alcoholism is affecting our family. I am a third year college student and im also prelaw. I love school, howver find it very hard to concentrate when all i can think about is that at home he might be drunk again.

When he used to drink and get upset he got violent with my mom a couple of times, and the next day didn’t remember a thing, well that is all behind us now and he swears up and down that he is done drinking for good. this last about 3 weeks at the most, and then its back again. Im always walking on eggshells to make sure that they don’t fight, to consol my mom and to make sure he’s not angered because I knwo what that leads to.

Im writing this with tears in my eyes because i simply don’t know that to do anymore, I want him to stop but am afraid to even bring it up when he is sober because I don’t know what he will act like. I sit at school with fear that at home they will fight or that he will drink.
i have a boyfrind who i have been with for almost 3 years and this is also affecting our relationship as all i do is worry about my parents. im also an only child.

If anyone has gond througth this or has any advice please help i really dont know what to do anymore.
thanks for all the answers so far. the thing is they have been married for 30 yrs and he is a really good guy, he isn’t a bad guy, just when he drinks i can’t stand it anymore. and he doens’t attack my mom like some of you said that he could kill of hurt someone bad, its not like that, and it happened like 2 times his whole life, when he was drunk that is way in the past, i just want him to stop drinking, becaus when he is sober he is a decent guy, i just dont know how to say hey dad we need to go to AA meeting im scared of his reaction. and not in a violent way just scared

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