I’m 7.5 weeks pregnant. Although the father says he is extremely happy about the baby and that this is a reason for him to finally step up and “be a man”, I see no changes in him since finding out two weeks ago. He TALKS about all that he is going to do, but at the end of every day, there he is, leaving work early to go home and drink and smoke pot. I come home after working a full day to a messy house and a drunk boyfriend. I can’t raise my child with this. I want to know we’re going to be able to provide this child with a stable home life with no substances of any kind. I had to make changes instantly when I got pregnant, why can’t he man up and make some changes now instead of talking and talking about it. I have thoughts of suicide now because I can’t take all that he’s putting me through, but abortion isn’t an option either. It doesn’t help that he’s cheated on me in the past and he’s a flirt and doesn’t understand how much I hate my looks right now and he’s not making it better.
thanks to all for your answers, but I want to emphasize, I really do love him. I am feeling drawn to what “Heather” responded with. I honestly believe it’s the alcohol controlling him. We’ve talked about meetings in the past but he’s always wanted to tackle this on his own, without the typical program. Ordinarily I’d give him as much time as he needed but now with the baby coming, I don’t have that luxury. He’s not a dead beat, he’s been talking non stop about all the plans for the baby… it’s just the drinking that is scaring the hell out of me.

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