my life is a mess. it used to be ok when i was about 16, i hardly ate, i was thin and happy, had friends and was doing my a levels. but at the age of 17 it all went wrong.i quit a levels, then quit my job-why? coz i thought i was too fat and to ashamed to be around any one. i now live back with my dad, i pretend to get up to go to work every morning, but i dont have a job, he just thinks i do, i hate to even go outside incase any one sees me, im using inheritance money from my nan to pay my dad rent every month. i havent seen my friends in over a year as they all gave up trying to get me to come out. im really alone, and i keep puting on weight coz i binge, purge then binge again. i know its my fault, i should have more self control, my life is just a mess :(
4 got to say that im 18

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