I had a dream the other night and I can hardly remember it, but… in general, here’s a basic break-down of it all:

I find myself being pulled by the wrist down a flight of stairs by a character from a novel I’m working on (fairly normal for me), Frankie. She tells me I have to be quiet or else he’ll find me so I’m already sent into a stage of confusion. I then wake up within the dream to find myself being tied to a bed with a blindfold over me and a gag in my mouth stripped of all but my undergarments. I hear my dad’s voice and his breathing against my neck as he begins the dreadful foreplay. He makes me smell this stuff so that fall back asleep in the dream. I then dream within the dream of Frankie and I trying desperately again to escape. I wake up again after he rapes me and I am now in the bathroom with only a towel. That kind of stuff went off and on including Sherlock Holmes trying to get me out in my hallucinations… o.O

It was the scariest thing EVER. My dad was a sex-addict who had raped my mom in the past and after some physical abuse from him when I would visit after their divorce and some possible sexual assault including rape while I was under. I don’t see him any more, but still…

What could this mean!?