My whole life I’ve never been able to speak up for myself, I always suffer in silence and I put everyone else before me. I’m 17, 10/29/08 my best friend killed himself, and idk why but it didn’t really affect me emotionally at all(I never talked to anyone about it). A couple weeks ago I moved from Michigan to Tennessee to get away from my mom and her dick boyfriend, and live with my grandma. My grandma told me that I’d have my own room and everything like that, but she didn’t mention that it was in the house that had no electricity, but because my “guardian” is having a fight with my cousin (he stays in the house that doesn’t have electricity) that has been going on since the day after i moved here, I’m forced to stay in the main house with no bedroom, i literally live in the living room, I have absolutely no privacy and I’m constantly being put in the middle of my aunt and cousin’s feud. my 47 year old meth addicted aunt has guardianship of me, which is horrible because she has no clue what’s she’s doing, she has never had a kid. And she’s more inmature then me. I’m not aloud to leave this house at all, which is horrible because I have absolutely no one my age to chill with, and nothing to do. all i have is cable (I don’t really like T.V.) and internet that works occasionally (the town i live in gets free wi-fi but it sucks). I get to chill with my cousin sometimes, he’s 23, not too much older then me but he’s constantly being a dick, he has some asshole remark to say every time I talk, I know he doesn’t mean it but sometimes it really gets to me. When i was 13 my stepdad (my dad ditched out on me before i was born and i have no clue who he is(and that doesn’t affect me emotionally either) and my stepdad got with my mom before i was 1 so he was always like my real dad) got addicted to meth and started getting really aggresive,he was constantly yelling at everyone and breaking everying and he threatened to kill us several times, my mom finally ended up divourcing him and that didn’t affect me either. Not even a year after that my mom ended up getting with some asshole who was constantly being a dick to me just for his entertainment. she then had a kid with him even tho we were already struggleing with money. and none of that affected me either . About 6 months ago I started thinking about killing myself, which really confuses me because compared to alot of people my life is good, and at first i didn’t think anything of it but it was constantly getting worse, about 4 months ago I started cutting and once again I have no clue why, I don’t want to and I’ve tried to stop several times. I just randomly get urges to do it and the more i ignore it the worse it gets and the the longer i wait the deeper i end up cutting, so I guess I do have emotions but… well I can’t really feel them. and also I remember almost nothing that happened in my life past age 14 but from what I’ve been told all of my cousins and my sister and step brother were constantly making me miserable. When ever someone ask me to list good qualities about myself i freeze because I can’t think of any, I’m constantly getting compliments from people about my looks, personality, and intelligence but when ever I look in the mirror all I see is an ugly, worthless, stupid piece of ****. I have a lot of people that i chill with, but no real friends. I’ve had 3 good friends in my life, 2 turned out to be backstabbing ***holes who were just using me and the other killed himself. I’ve had a few girlfriends but i didn’t love any of them, I’ve actually never loved anyone, not even family, and that really disturbs me. I’ve had one person in my life that actually cared about me and tried to look out for me, my cousin, he was shot in the head twice in a drug deal gone wrong 3 years ago. He was addicted to heroin but he was still a good person and he looked out for me, he tried to make sure that I would never make the same mistakes as him, honestly that’s the only thing stopping me from turning to drugs, i know my cousin would be crushed. last year i spent 2 months in juvie because my mom called the cops and said that i threatened to kill her even though i could never threaten to kill someone, and then told me that i got what i had coming because i did bad in school even tho i tried my hardest i just could never concentrate on anything longer then 2 minutes. I’ve been like that my whole life and when i was going to school it made my life hell because of all the trouble i’d get in at home for failing classes. there were a few years in my life where i was really bad with my mom, constantly flipping out and cussing her out, I finally got it under controll last year but she still constantly throws it in my face and acts like I’m a horrible person even though i hated myself after every fight i got in with her. I’ve had a couple therapist, and I’ve been in an anxiety counselling group and idk why but i could never tell them about wanting to kill myself and cutting, i re
I know my life isn’t that bad and there are a lot of people that would kill to have a life as good as mine, at least i have a loving family(even tho they aren’t good at expressing it) and a home, and I get food every day. I don’t get why I’m so depressed

My whole life I’ve never been able to speak up for myself, I always suffer in silence and I put everyone else before me. I’m 17, 10/29/08 my best friend killed himself, and idk why but it didn’t really affect me emotionally at all(I never talked to anyone about it). A couple weeks ago I moved from Michigan to Tennessee to get away from my mom and her dick boyfriend, and live with my grandma. My grandma told me that I’d have my own room and everything like that, but she didn’t mention that it was in the house that had no electricity, but because my “guardian” is having a fight with my cousin (he stays in the house that doesn’t have electricity) that has been going on since the day after i moved here, I’m forced to stay in the main house with no bedroom, i literally live in the living room, I have absolutely no privacy and I’m constantly being put in the middle of my aunt and cousin’s feud. my 47 year old meth addicted aunt has guardianship of me, which is horrible because she has no clue what’s she’s doing, she has never had a kid. And she’s more inmature then me. I’m not aloud to leave this house at all, which is horrible because I have absolutely no one my age to chill with, and nothing to do. all i have is cable (I don’t really like T.V.) and internet that works occasionally (the town i live in gets free wi-fi but it sucks). I get to chill with my cousin sometimes, he’s 23, not too much older then me but he’s constantly being a dick, he has some asshole remark to say every time I talk, I know he doesn’t mean it but sometimes it really gets to me. When i was 13 my stepdad (my dad ditched out on me before i was born and i have no clue who he is(and that doesn’t affect me emotionally either) and my stepdad got with my mom before i was 1 so he was always like my real dad) got addicted to meth and started getting really aggresive,he was constantly yelling at everyone and breaking everying and he threatened to kill us several times, my mom finally ended up divourcing him and that didn’t affect me either. Not even a year after that my mom ended up getting with some asshole who was constantly being a dick to me just for his entertainment. she then had a kid with him even tho we were already struggleing with money. and none of that affected me either . About 6 months ago I started thinking about killing myself, which really confuses me because compared to alot of people my life is good, and at first i didn’t think anything of it but it was constantly getting worse, about 4 months ago I started cutting and once again I have no clue why, I don’t want to and I’ve tried to stop several times. I just randomly get urges to do it and the more i ignore it the worse it gets and the the longer i wait the deeper i end up cutting, so I guess I do have emotions but… well I can’t really feel them. and also I remember almost nothing that happened in my life past age 14 but from what I’ve been told all of my cousins and my sister and step brother were constantly making me miserable. When ever someone ask me to list good qualities about myself i freeze because I can’t think of any, I’m constantly getting compliments from people about my looks, personality, and intelligence but when ever I look in the mirror all I see is an ugly, worthless, stupid piece of ****. I have a lot of people that i chill with, but no real friends. I’ve had 3 good friends in my life, 2 turned out to be backstabbing ***holes who were just using me and the other killed himself. I’ve had a few girlfriends but i didn’t love any of them, I’ve actually never loved anyone, not even family, and that really disturbs me. I’ve had one person in my life that actually cared about me and tried to look out for me, my cousin, he was shot in the head twice in a drug deal gone wrong 3 years ago. He was addicted to heroin but he was still a good person and he looked out for me, he tried to make sure that I would never make the same mistakes as him, honestly that’s the only thing stopping me from turning to drugs, i know my cousin would be crushed. last year i spent 2 months in juvie because my mom called the cops and said that i threatened to kill her even though i could never threaten to kill someone, and then told me that i got what i had coming because i did bad in school even tho i tried my hardest i just could never concentrate on anything longer then 2 minutes. I’ve been like that my whole life and when i was going to school it made my life hell because of all the trouble i’d get in at home for failing classes. there were a few years in my life where i was really bad with my mom, constantly flipping out and cussing her out, I finally got it under controll last year but she still constantly throws it in my face and acts like I’m a horrible person even though i hated myself after every fight i got in with her. I’ve had a couple therapist, and I’ve been in an anxiety counselling group and idk why but i could never tell them about wanting to kill myself and cutting, i re
I know my life isn’t that bad and there are a lot of people that would kill to have a life as good as mine, at least i have a loving family(even tho they aren’t good at expressing it) and a home, and I get food every day. I don’t get why I’m so depressed

I’m 17, 10/29/08 my best friend killed himself, and idk why but it didn’t really affect me emotionally at all(I never talked to anyone about it). A couple weeks ago I moved from Michigan to Tennessee to get away from my mom and her dick boyfriend, and live with my grandma. My grandma told me that I’d have my own room and everything like that, but she didn’t mention that it was in the house that had no electricity, but because my “guardian” is having a fight with my cousin (he stays in the house that doesn’t have electricity) that has been going on since the day after i moved here, I’m forced to stay in the main house with no bedroom, i literally live in the living room, I have absolutely no privacy and I’m constantly being put in the middle of my aunt and cousin’s feud. my 47 year old meth addicted aunt has guardianship of me, which is horrible because she has no clue what’s she’s doing, she has never had a kid. And she’s more inmature then me. I’m not aloud to leave this house at all, which is horrible because I have absolutely no one my age to chill with, and nothing to do. all i have is cable (I don’t really like T.V.) and internet that works occasionally (the town i live in gets free wi-fi but it sucks). I get to chill with my cousin sometimes, he’s 23, not too much older then me but he’s constantly being a dick, he has some asshole remark to say every time I talk, I know he doesn’t mean it but sometimes it really gets to me. When i was 13 my stepdad (my dad ditched out on me before i was born and i have no clue who he is(and that doesn’t affect me emotionally either) and my stepdad got with my mom before i was 1 so he was always like my real dad) got addicted to meth and started getting really aggresive,he was constantly yelling at everyone and breaking everying and he threatened to kill us several times, my mom finally ended up divourcing him and that didn’t affect me either. Not even a year after that my mom ended up getting with some asshole who was constantly being a dick to me just for his entertainment. she then had a kid with him even tho we were already struggleing with money. and none of that affected me either . About 6 months ago I started thinking about killing myself, which really confuses me because compared to alot of people my life is good, and at first i didn’t think anything of it but it was constantly getting worse, about 4 months ago I started cutting and once again I have no clue why, I don’t want to and I’ve tried to stop several times. I just randomly get urges to do it and the more i ignore it the worse it gets and the the longer i wait the deeper i end up cutting, so I guess I do have emotions but… well I can’t really feel them. and also I remember almost nothing that happened in my life past age 14 but from what I’ve been told all of my cousins and my sister and step brother were constantly making me miserable. When ever someone ask me to list good qualities about myself i freeze because I can’t think of any, I’m constantly getting compliments from people about my looks, personality, and intelligence but when ever I look in the mirror all I see is an ugly, worthless, stupid piece of ****. I have a lot of people that i chill with, but no real friends. I’ve had 3 good friends in my life, 2 turned out to be backstabbing ***holes who were just using me and the other killed himself. I’ve had a few girlfriends but i didn’t love any of them, I’ve actually never loved anyone, not even family, and that really disturbs me. I’ve had one person in my life that actually cared about me and tried to look out for me, my cousin, he was shot in the head twice in a drug deal gone wrong 3 years ago. He was addicted to heroin but he was still a good person and he looked out for me, he tried to make sure that I would never make the same mistakes as him, honestly that’s the only thing stopping me from turning to drugs, i know my cousin would be crushed. last year i spent 2 months in juvie because my mom called the cops and said that i threatened to kill her even though i could never threaten to kill someone, and then told me that i got what i had coming because i did bad in school even tho i tried my hardest i just could never concentrate on anything longer then 2 minutes. I’ve been like that my whole life and when i was going to school it made my life hell because of all the trouble i’d get in at home for failing classes. there were a few years in my life where i was really bad with my mom, constantly flipping out and cussing her out, I finally got it under controll last year but she still constantly throws it in my face and acts like I’m a horrible person even though i hated myself after every fight i got in with her. I’ve had a couple therapist, and I’ve been in an anxiety counselling group and idk why but i could never tell them about wanting to kill myself and cutting, i re
really couldn’t tell them any of my problems, I always feel like an ***hole when i complain about my life because there are sooo many people out there that have it so much worse then me. Sorry for all of the typing i know that no one wants to real all of that, i just got in sort of a trance when i started typing and couldn’t stop, half of those were suppressed memories i didn’t remember until i started typing, that’s why all of the events i put are in a completely random order
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My whole life I’ve never been able to speak up for myself, I always suffer in silence and I put everyone else before me. I’m 17, 10/29/08 my best friend killed himself, and idk why but it didn’t really affect me emotionally at all(I never talked to anyone about it). A couple weeks ago I moved from Michigan to Tennessee to get away from my mom and her dick boyfriend, and live with my grandma. My grandma told me that I’d have my own room and everything like that, but she didn’t mention that it was in the house that had no electricity, but because my “guardian” is having a fight with my cousin (he stays in the house that doesn’t have electricity) that has been going on since the day after i moved here, I’m forced to stay in the main house with no bedroom, i literally live in the living room, I have absolutely no privacy and I’m constantly being put in the middle of my aunt and cousin’s feud. my 47 year old meth addicted aunt has guardianship of me, which is horrible because she has no clue what’s she’s doing, she has never had a kid. And she’s more inmature then me. I’m not aloud to leave this house at all, which is horrible because I have absolutely no one my age to chill with, and nothing to do. all i have is cable (I don’t really like T.V.) and internet that works occasionally (the town i live in gets free wi-fi but it sucks). I get to chill with my cousin sometimes, he’s 23, not too much older then me but he’s constantly being a dick, he has some asshole remark to say every time I talk, I know he doesn’t mean it but sometimes it really gets to me. When i was 13 my stepdad (my dad ditched out on me before i was born and i have no clue who he is(and that doesn’t affect me emotionally either) and my stepdad got with my mom before i was 1 so he was always like my real dad) got addicted to meth and started getting really aggresive,he was constantly yelling at everyone and breaking everying and he threatened to kill us several times, my mom finally ended up divourcing him and that didn’t affect me either. Not even a year after that my mom ended up getting with some asshole who was constantly being a dick to me just for his entertainment. she then had a kid with him even tho we were already struggleing with money. and none of that affected me either . About 6 months ago I started thinking about killing myself, which really confuses me because compared to alot of people my life is good, and at first i didn’t think anything of it but it was constantly getting worse, about 4 months ago I started cutting and once again I have no clue why, I don’t want to and I’ve tried to stop several times. I just randomly get urges to do it and the more i ignore it the worse it gets and the the longer i wait the deeper i end up cutting, so I guess I do have emotions but… well I can’t really feel them. and also I remember almost nothing that happened in my life past age 14 but from what I’ve been told all of my cousins and my sister and step brother were constantly making me miserable. When ever someone ask me to list good qualities about myself i freeze because I can’t think of any, I’m constantly getting compliments from people about my looks, personality, and intelligence but when ever I look in the mirror all I see is an ugly, worthless, stupid piece of ****. I have a lot of people that i chill with, but no real friends. I’ve had 3 good friends in my life, 2 turned out to be backstabbing ***holes who were just using me and the other killed himself. I’ve had a few girlfriends but i didn’t love any of them, I’ve actually never loved anyone, not even family, and that really disturbs me. I’ve had one person in my life that actually cared about me and tried to look out for me, my cousin, he was shot in the head twice in a drug deal gone wrong 3 years ago. He was addicted to heroin but he was still a good person and he looked out for me, he tried to make sure that I would never make the same mistakes as him, honestly that’s the only thing stopping me from turning to drugs, i know my cousin would be crushed. last year i spent 2 months in juvie because my mom called the cops and said that i threatened to kill her even though i could never threaten to kill someone, and then told me that i got what i had coming because i did bad in school even tho i tried my hardest i just could never concentrate on anything longer then 2 minutes. I’ve been like that my whole life and when i was going to school it made my life hell because of all the trouble i’d get in at home for failing classes. there were a few years in my life where i was really bad with my mom, constantly flipping out and cussing her out, I finally got it under controll last year but she still constantly throws it in my face and acts like I’m a horrible person even though i hated myself after every fight i got in with her. I’ve had a couple therapist, and I’ve been in an anxiety counselling group and idk why but i could never tell them about wanting to kill myself and cutting, i re
really couldn’t tell them any of my problems, I always feel like an ***hole when i complain about my life because there are sooo many people out there that have it so much worse then me. Sorry for all of the typing i know that no one wants to real all of that, i just got in sort of a trance when i started typing and couldn’t stop, half of those were suppressed memories i didn’t remember until i started typing, that’s why all of the events i put are in a completely random order
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my husband keeps relapsing from drug addiction and is currenlty is prison right now. everytime he gets out he seems to be doing good up until he visits with his dad. he is very close to his dad and when i tell him not see him he gets very mad at me. he gets very defensive when anyone tells him to stay away from his dad. he told me even if his probation officer doesn’t want him to see his dad nobody can stop him because that is his dad n he loves him. but his dad has beed a meth addict before my husband was born. so was his real mom n step mom but they both died along time ago. his dad encourges him to keep smoking n even offers him in front of me. do you think i should tell his counselor? he was in the drug court program but got sent back to prison until their is bed space at a rehab center. i’m afraid that once he gets out he will relapse again because his dad claims to be worried about his son going back to prison because he thinks he might die while my husband is in prison because he keeps going in and out of the hospital due to complacations of years of drug abuse but he still keeps trying to offer my husband. i’m also afraid our son will end up like him because my son n husband both are geminis and are alike in so many ways. do you think talking to the courts, his probation officer and counselor about his dad will help?
i live in hawaii n my husband is very sociable. he knows everyone. their is no way for him to avoid other chronics especially his dad. how can i help support him with trying to get clean? i’m so worried about him relapsing or gaining a new addiction. i’ve been married to my husband for only 3 years but we’ve been together for 12 years. he use to be a alcohic when i first met him but when he quit he turned to drugs in 2001. is their anyway of him recovering with so many temptations around us. this last time he relapsed he claims he didn’t feel like doing it but he didn’t know why he did it and he needs help.

My dads a meth addict and problems at home with abuse and lonleyness have me feeling like him heading the same way.
I smoke weed, and now I have recently picked up pain killers and have been thinking about trying other drugs, Im a girl, 16 yrs old.
I know its very bad but Im not sure why Im doing this? or how to stop myself.
I dont have any family that even talks to me anymore nor do I have a school guidance counselor whom cares. My friends wouldent care Ive tried.
So I have come here. I need some advice, anything I dont want to end up like him.
Today at school I went messed up on pills. I feel guilty, I dont even like the feeling pills give me they make me sick but yet I want more???
Is that weird?
Btw the pills I was on was Hydrocodone and I have access 24/7 theirs bottles all over the house.

Today I have felt really low, Like kind of sick, and cold in the head like my head literally feels coldish?
and my face looks upset and I cant smile or feel good. I am very angry feeling and aggitated.
I live in a bad home environment where Im mentally abused constantly and sometimes physically, my dads a meth head and Ive never meant him and Im bugged by that. I dont talk to ANY of my family.
Theirs more to but I dont feel like writing a story about my lfie so I will just leave the basics.
nor do they want anything to do with me any longer(Huge family fight) They have made it clear they do not like me.
I dont know why Im feeling this bad today, ive been depressed for about 3 yrs staright so why do I feel this horrible now?
also these last few days I have been taking some Hydrocodone, to get high because I usually smoke weed, but I cant currently get ahold of it and needed a high, and The high I get from hydrocodone, makes me sick and numb and I dont like it really, so why do I keep taking it?
and why do I feel so low right now?
I cant get the thought of suicide to go away it seems and its been this way for so long. By the way I am a girl and I am 16 yrs old.
Whats wrong with me?

Also a little question Id like to ask, for some reason also I wont let my self date anyone? even if I like them? I feel so weird because lots of people ask me out and ones I like and I never say yes and Im always scared for some reason?

Im a girl, 16 and have a pretty rough life, I am alone I dont talk to my siblings any longer, no aunts uncles, grandparents, My mom tells me to kill myself and she hates me, my dads a meth head and has never been around. Im failing school Im in the 11th grade, I cant concentrate ever!
I have self harmed before and I am always thinking and feeling sad. even though no one would guess because Im a lvoing perosn with a big heart, truly but I just have so much pain deep down
I have been depressed for about 3 yrs and never open up I just keep to myself because I have no one, Ive tried friends they don’t care..
So I turned to weed first.
I smoke it daily I have a mental addiction to it I get even sadder without it.
Laltly I found 3 huge bottles with hydrocodone in them and have been popping them getting the “high”
And I dont understand why I even tried them, they make me sick I feel nauseous and sick and feel tired and numb on them.
Yet I still want them? I am not addicted yet.
I cant seem to stop though because so much pain, hurt and lonleyness I feel worthless like ive ****** up.
I cant get away I have no where.
So why do I keep popping even though they make me feel that way?
I do it at school to!
Btw I know weeds not a drug

Today I have felt really low, Like kind of sick, and cold in the head like my head literally feels coldish?
and my face looks upset and I cant smile or feel good. I am very angry feeling and aggitated.
I live in a bad home environment where Im mentally abused constantly and sometimes physically, my dads a meth head and Ive never meant him and Im bugged by that. I dont talk to ANY of my family.
Theirs more to but I dont feel like writing a story about my lfie so I will just leave the basics.
nor do they want anything to do with me any longer(Huge family fight) They have made it clear they do not like me.
I dont know why Im feeling this bad today, ive been depressed for about 3 yrs staright so why do I feel this horrible now?
also these last few days I have been taking some Hydrocodone, to get high because I usually smoke weed, but I cant currently get ahold of it and needed a high, and The high I get from hydrocodone, makes me sick and numb and I dont like it really, so why do I keep taking it?
and why do I feel so low right now?
I cant get the thought of suicide to go away it seems and its been this way for so long. By the way I am a girl and I am 16 yrs old.
Whats wrong with me?

Also a little question Id like to ask, for some reason also I wont let my self date anyone? even if I like them? I feel so weird because lots of people ask me out and ones I like and I never say yes and Im always scared for some reason?

my friend and her 5 little brothers and sister were takin into foster care because her mom was on meth and her dad had a battery charge on him against her mom and her grandma couldnt take care of them. there living in a foster home now but me and my friend were planning to go to florida for spring break and already had our flights reserved but now they say she can’t go. my mom wants to be the foster parent for all 6 of them but i’m not sure if she would be able to, all i know is she needs a license so if she gets that would it be likely they will let her? or what are the foster parenting laws in indiana? please help!
i don’t just want it so she can go to florida, i want it because my friend isn’t happy and the people she is with aren’t the nicest ppl. my friend and her brothers and sister have been through enough and they don’t need that.

Why do i feel like this ? (please nothing rude)?
ok well i use to cut please don’t be like that’s stupid or stupid stuff like that and i hadn’t cut in over a year and now all of a sudden i have the over whelming erg to cut and when i was cutting it was really bad i almost died twice
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ill give alittle more detial well i cut for about 6 years before and was in the mential hosptial 4 time in 2 years and ive been on meds and stoped taking them cuz i did not have the money to get them and i do not have the money to seek a councler and home is not the best my mom is a meth addict and dad died couple years ago and i was in foster care for 3 years have been home for 2 years now i go to church every week and that all is good but it seems no matter what i do i cant hide from it no more im scared im gonna end up doing it again and really die but the thing is im ready to die gosh i sound so emo but you know what i dont care i just need to find out y the heck i feel like this
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humm i have a pretty good life i go out i have good friends i meet new people im very out going but it seems like this is holding me back like i have to hide it and ive never wanted to do it sooo bad i dont know why though and thank all of you for your input on this and thinks for not being rude
thank you guys sooo much im thinking about going to the church for some source of help i hope they can help me in some way but i need to try harder to help myself oh and im homeschooled and when i went to talk to the school councler she informed me the only thing she can do is to call cps and the cops to take me back to the mential hosptial and i love my scars there like battel scars thats how i see them its like im obsessed woth this and its all i ever think about any more i just want it to go away

My ex wife is 39. At the time we got divorced, I was very successful and our “family” was very normal (other than my wife and my marital differences). We divorced and it was a bitter one. I live in Minnesota, and unless you can prove to the courts without a doubt she is unfit, Men have no paternity rights whatsoever. So she won custody of our children.
Since then, she decided to start dating and a month later moved an 18yo boy into my home to live with her and my kids. Our oldest son is nearly a year older than this boy.
Not only is this a boy, but he is: 1. Unemployed, 2. a conviced felon for criminal damage to property, 3. a highschool drop out, 4. interferes with my relationship with my kids, and 5. deals meth for his dad.
Everybody tells me it is her life and leave her alone because she is an adult and do what she wants. She finds no problem with her choice in the person she allows into her house with Our kids. Please help give me some perspective on this. Am I nuts?
Problems:
1. I cannot afford a lawyer – My divorce lawyer cast me THOUSANDS and got me nothing.
2. In Minnesota it’s only an accusation and they mean NOTHING in court. I tell a judge he is living with them, she denies it. Simple as that. I tell the court he is dealing drugs, they deny it. Simple as that.
As to Molly Blue, I don’t know what state you live in, but you can quote law all you want, I lived it, I have a CLEAN record, a great job and love my kids more than anything.
AND… I have JOINT legal custody and liberal visitation.

ok, my parents are devorced, and i came to live with my dad because my step dad had started a meth lab, and this is like 4 years ago, and i plan to move back with my mom this summer, and i’ll be honest i smoke cigs and weed, and i drink, but my step dad and mother live together cause they’re merried and they let me smoke cigs and weed and let me drink with them, but i’m i little worried that i’ll get caught up in other drugs when i move, and i hate my dad with a firey passion, hes a complete prick, and i hate him, and i hate liveing with him and i have 2 years left till i’m a legal adult…what shoud i do, or what do you recommend?

Your dad was addicted to meth?

It’s my Dad…Now my Dad has done drugs since his late teen years, He’s now 50….Recently he hurt his back so he’s been off work, So I think he has maybe started doing more….He has always smoked weed, and snorted cocaine…But recently we have found foil where he keeps his drugs, so I was thinking he’s been doing a little somethin’ somethin’ else if you know what I mean….But we haven’t seen the foil lately….So I was thinking he might be having withdrawls…I’ve looked online everywhere tryin’ to narrow it down…So far it sounds like Meth, because my Dad likes the rush that drugs give you, not the kind that will slow ya down like heroin…He dosen’t think me and my sisters know about his drug use other than the weed..so he just claims he’s sick with the flu or something…But he won’t let me take him to the doctor, he dosen’t like doctors just like nobody else does so he rarely goes unless he really needs to because he’s really not feeling well..But to be feeling as bad as he says you’d think he’d go…Anyway here’s the symptoms he has…And please don’t report this, I’m very serious about this….I need to know whether this is just withdrawls or if he’s really, really ill…

Full Body Shakes, Not just shivers, much more violent than that.

Cold Sweats

Hot and Cold Flashes

Nose Running alot

Blackouts, It’s happend once, right after snorting a line.

Skin Turning Pale off and on

Slight Moaning and Talking like trying to calm himself down

Drinking alot of water, I’ve never seen anyone drink as much as I’ve seen him

Seeing Spot, he says he’s seeing spots like when you come inside after it being really bright outside.

Thanks to all who try to help

And MCL to any Juggalos who read this.

i saw a girl who used to bemy best friend in junior high and freshman year. sophomore year i switched schools and she started to hang out with ‘the scene kids.’ i guess yesterday i hung out with her since the first time in months. she has lost so much weight, she is always on either coke or meth. she thinks she is probably pregnet, and she has already had 4 abortions, she is only 16. i made her eat becuase she hadnt ate in 8 days. she says she might move into her friends crack house. i told her i dont like her like this, and im scared she is going to end up being completly strung out when shes older (even thoug she already is)i told her i understand if she just experiments, but she has been experimenting for a year now, and she told me she is addicted. her mom doesnt care, her dad doesnt care. what do i do? is there some number i can call? ive tried to talk to her… she just thinks its a big joke. she looks like death.

He’s the first born, and my mother admits that she has a weak spot whenever she talks about him. It wouldn’t be a problem, but he has always been in trouble. He once used my name on a DWI arrest, and I had to go to court. He was hospitalized for a Meth overdose, and my dad still insists it was due to alcohol and lack of sleep. And now my mom has cosigned on a house for him, and he is about to have the mortgage foreclosed. Her CR is shot now. They ponder what he does with his money, and when I tell them about his drug abuse, they treat me like I am the bad one.

in one of the first scenes it’s a shoot out. later this guy gets a gun and hides it in the base ment. his son’s best friend sees it then takes the gun.the boy shoots his dad (who runs a meth lab) then the bullet goes all the way to next door where the guy that hid the gun in the basement lives. weel the boy runs away meets a hooker. then he meets some pedofile child murderers . it was a good movie if you have any idea the name of the movie please let me know

My dad is like going to see is probation officer and he got charge w a open container and i think he had like postion of meth charge and like so he has 5 years over his head and he said his option r gonna b go to jail for a lil while go to prison or his po will never find out about it PLEASE HELP ASAP IM TRIPPIN BALLLLLZ!

Okay, I am a step mom to 9 month old Chris. Anyways, his mother called his dad and demanded we let her see him. The thing is she signed over all of her rights when she didn’t complete rehab. So my fiancé Jay, has full custody. Well she found out where we lived and showed up at 6 am today. We called the cops and had her arrested for breaking a restraining order. Should we have let her see him or did we do the right thing. Btw she is a meth head.