ive recently gone through a lot, back and forth fighting between my parents, cocaine addicted mother, parents hating eachother, taking physical and emotional abuse from father, point is ive been hurt at least once by everyone in my life, even my bestfriend. so yeah i have trust issues, and this kid like hes not my type, cocky, player status, nothing id fall for, and i didnt intend to. he was just a friend but not a good one and we didnt have good conversation but then thanksgivign he asked whats wrong and ive been able to open up to him since, we talk all the time and idk hes sweet but its hard to believe hes being real sometimes. last night he said he was warning me if we were alone today he was going to make a move, and i was iffy on that, but then he started rambling on and throwing all this stuff out there, and to me it sounded like he wanted to be friends for now and he wasnt looking for a relationship, because hes had 3 gfs in a row in the last 3 or 4 months that all fucked him over, and hes like i probably sound like an asshole right now and i was like oh yeah. and as the conversation went on he added in that he didnt want to hurt me and he doesnt want me to get a bad rep by being “girl number four” and he wants to have something with me just take it slow, it doesnt make sense to me, its not like we were even dating we were good friends with an obvious attraction. anyways i dont trust people and hearing that really made me not even want to get involved, but at the same time every girl wants to give the guy a chance right? i dont know, he skipped his class to come to my study hall however two periods after he didnt even notice me walking down the hall, and i mightve heard him asking a girl to leave with him, im not positive. he knows ive got a lot of shit going on and that i dont trust anyone, so im really at a loss. he said a bunch of stuff to me yesterday during that talk telling me how much he liked me, that he was pissed his phone got taken away cause that meant he couldnt talk to me til ten when he got out of work, he drove back to the school after school to see me yesterday and just all this stuff. your opinion?
Please answer, i dont have much people to talk to about this and your answers really do help
well thats what i wanted to know, i dont have my virginity haha. Btw dont tell me to shut up, who the hell are you asshole

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